Update on me

Hello again,
I know...I did it again. I went way too long in between posts. I don't know why I do that, I constantly think of things I want to post, I just never take the time to sit and type it up. So, I will post an update of the events that have transpired in my life.

On Feb. 24, I fell in my apartment and gave myself a concussion. The next day, my mother lost her job at the school where she had been working since July. I hate that it happened but the Lord had good timing. I was still quite weak and she was able to come stay with me for a while until I was fully recovered. The next week on March 5, I was informed that to workload and budget shortfalls, SVIS no longer had a job for me. They were very generous and gave me enough severance money to reimburse the cost of my move. It was very upsetting, I had put a lot into this move and had really believed that Sun Valley was where I was supposed to be. I now realize that I would not give up the growth and strength I found there in those six weeks. I now know and understand that I can care about people in my life without their lives being my responsibility. I can now be an active part of the lives of my friends and family without "drowning" in their troubles or giving up my own journey.

Shortly after I returned home, I discovered that God's timing again was perfect...a situation was unfolding in the life of my closest friend and my new-found stability has enabled me to encourage her and help without falling back into old habits. She made a room for me in her already crowded home and she and I are now setting up home as roommates together. Shortly after I arrived, my brother helped me get hired on as a temp at the florist where he was working. I worked several days during the Easter holiday. I loved it...it is the perfect job. Everyone is always happy to see me, I improve the day of whomever I see. No one ever gets mad because their flowers are 5 minutes late or arrived cold. LOL.

My brother then got an interview at another company for a job he really wanted. His boss said that if he got it and left, I could have his job at the florist. I have been taking a few of his shifts over the last two weeks and learning the ropes. As I said earlier I loved it...now I was doubly eager for him to get the other job. He was notified on Sat to go in on Monday for his drug test. He was officially hired on today and I was offered a full-time position at Covent Garden florist. Thank you Lord, this is a great job and will be easy enough that it will not stress me out to work it while I am finishing my school. He always has a master plan, sometimes it just doesn't become clear until after you have trusted him enough to just go.

I am so thankful also right now that God watches out for us. Last Thursday I began having a headache on the back of the right side of my head. I took Aleve, Tylenol or etc. and just assumed it would pass. I thought it had, until mid-day Friday when it started back and did not go away again. The only relief I found was taking over 1000mg of pain medicine at a time. Finally on Monday, even that wasn't really helping and I was experiencing naseua and lightheadedness along with the pain so I decided I needed to see a doctor. I had to borrow the money but I called to get in to see the County's low-income, pubic health doctor. I was told that walk-ins were accepted from 7:30 until 9:30 am. I arrived at 7:55, waited until 9:15 and was then taking in by a nurse who asked for a summary of my condition and who then told me that I was too late to be a walk-in that day and would need to come back in the morning. I was fairly certain that something quite serious was going on and was unwilling to wait any longer, so I went to the ER. Within 15 minutes they had processed my paperwork and taken my vitals. My BP was 226/197...! I was in a bed, surrounded by staff in less than 20 more minutes. They examined me and administered a numbing medicine and a steriod directly into a large nerve at the base of my skull where the pain was originating. That HURT, whew... but within 5 minutes of receiving the shot, my head did nit hurt anymore. The doctors then proceded to retake my BP and it was already down 30 points. They ran a CAT scan and gave me an IV med for my BP. The CAT scan showed that I had a "thickening" of the blood that was pooling on the right side of my head. This blood pool, if ignored, was rapidly forming into a clot. The doctor said it was a very good thing I was treated when I was, because as high as my BP was, I was in danger of severe problems. Thankfully, the doctor was able to prescribe a blood thinner, pain meds and BP stabilizers to help clear up the problem. I was so scared, I cannot even explain how I felt when the words, clot, anurysm, brain damage, etc were used in reference to me. Yet here I am, feeling almost back to 100% and living my life again.

Anyway, so there's the latest update on me...I start my full-time shifts on Monday. My new classes start May 23, and I am living with my best friend. My life is settled into a wonderful existence.

As Always,

Be Real & Stay Safe

~Rebekah~